My mind is just bursting with questions and puzzles and fears and doubts and concerns about Ryan.. And , to top it, i dont have my queiet time regularly. my pulse is weak from anxiety and my soul is thirsty for the word of God. I forget that the answer lies in just one book if only i took the time to read it! And yet, when I come to him, he is still faithful enough to talk to me..What kind of love is this? Can a man ever love so givingly? No. not possible. Im at peace now. Im going to cling to this promise.. nations will say 'he has done great things for them' alleluia. lord please let me remember to laugh! To make my children laugh! it seems i hav forgotten to do that. teach me, Lord.